It's been almost a month since we agreed on a divorce https://onlinedivorcer.com/blog/can-a-custodial-parent-move-a-child-out-of-state-without-permission. I was very careful about giving myself space to feel the full depth of my emotions, so as not to hold them back and not break down. It was effective and last week I felt really grounded in accepting, but last Friday there was a wedding for a close friend at his side...
I know I won't stumble upon a magic cure for all ills, and I just need to be patient. Emotions are temporary